dedicated for...

Well you're magic I said
But don't let it all go to your head
Well I bet if you all had it all figured out
Then you'd never get out of bed
No doubt
All the thing's that I've read what he wrote me
Is now sounding like the man I was hoping
To be
Keep on keeping it real
Cause it keeps getting easier indeed
He's the reason that I'm laughing
Even if there's no one else
He said, you've got to love yourself

You say, you shouldn't mumble when you speak
But keep your tongue up in your cheek
And if you stumble on to
You better remember that it's humble that you seek
You got all the skill you need,
Individuality
You got something
Call it gumption
Call it anything you want
Because when you play the fool now
You're only fooling everyone else
You're learning to love yourself
Yes you are
There's no price to pay
When you give and what you take,
That's why it's easy to thank you
You...

Let's say take a break from the day
And get back to the old garage
Because life's too short anyway
But at least it's better then average
As long as you got me
And I got you
You know we'll got a lot to go around
I'll be your friend
Your other brother
Another love to come and comfort you
And I'll keep reminding
If it's the only thing I ever do
I will always love
I will always love you
Yes you
I will always, always, always, always love
I will always, always love
I will always, always love, love

Climb up over the top.
Survey the state of the soul.
You've got to find out for yourself whether or not you're truly trying.
Why not give it a shot?
Shake it. Take control and inevitably wind up
Find out for yourself all the strengths you have inside of you.

*aim for a friend who left me out now.
Buat kamu yang akan tinggal lama disana, dengan lingkungan dan orang-orang baru di sekitar mu.
Sebisa mungkin aku bakal nolongin sesuatu apapun yang gak bisa kau lakukan sendiri.
Walaupun kadang aku merasa aku adalah setitik kecil tak berguna di antara lingkungan baru mu itu.

Aku benci 'lingkungan' mu, aku benci 'orang-orang' mu, aku benci 'diri' mu ketika berada di antara mereka.
Aku benci diri ku ketika membenci semua itu.
Kau tau itu, tapi kau tidak benci terhadap ku.
Kau malah menjaga perasaan ku, kau malah tak pernah membawa ku ke arah 'lingkungan' mu.

Aku punya segalanya, aku punya kesenangan.
Tapi kau lah bagian dari kesenangan itu.
Bagaimana aku bisa senang sementara kau adalah bagian dari yang ku benci juga?
Kadang aku tak mengerti sifat ku, sifat anak ingusan yang mulai belajar membersihkan 'kotoran' nya sendiri ketika perhatian mulai lengah mengikuti ku.

Anjing! Babi! Taik! Bangsat! Keparat!
apa lagi kata-kata kotor yang bisa memulihkan sakit hati ku terhadap 'orang-orang' mu itu???

Aku tau aku jahat, aku tau tujuan sikap ku tak berarti, tak beralasan.
Aku merasa 'orang-orang' mu merampas mu dari ku dengan perlahan.
Dengan segala hal yang mereka punya, kita mulai jauh, mulai tak kelihatan.
Saat itu pula, saraf-saraf kebencian ku mulai bertambah besar ketika salah satu dari temanku menyebut nama 'orang-orang' mu.
Apa yang aku lakukan? Aku hanya tertawa sinis.

Itu pemikiran ku, itu keyakinan ku.
Mungkin, bagi ku diri mu terlalu berarti teman...
Doa ku, semoga apapun yang kau lakukan di sana, dapat menghapus semua pemikiran ku yang salah tentang 'lingkungan' mu...